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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
So sad and beyond hopeless. Hit after 35-mile ride. Tv telling me to do S again. Crying. Cry once a yr, maybe less. Just feel like I will never be stable and getting sicker. Feel like giving up. Will not SH, do not worry. Seems very sensible, though.
Like Breeze has been telling us quite painfully, I am confused as to why God has asked this of me. I am unsure of His purpose. Just do not really get it.
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Hey Cyclist,
I want you to know that I hear you, and that I'm listening and I know that place that you are in. I've often asked why I've been put in this place that so many people haven't been challenged with. I think its because we're the ones who are strong enough to handle it.
Do some breathing tonight, play with the kitten, you know that he wants that! Meditate.
I wish I could help you the way that you've helped me, but know that I'm thinking of you tonight.