Yeah, i feel like you @will19. I'm mostly in the bipolar forum and there are a lot of people there going thru hell so i feel ungrateful complaining. COVID-19 is definitely not the time to start to try and build a social life tho. Guess we just hold on and wait for a vaccine. The days drag tho. I get tired of doing things to try and feel good, try and wring some happiness out of an unwilling day. I lecture myself that at least i am safe now. I had tough times twenty years ago when i didn't have safety and things are so much better. But still, the day is long and the night is mine alone.