I told my mom where all of my meds and stuff are. I needed to be honest because it was giving me anxiety.

She said that she doesn't worry about me as much because I'm older now and able to make better decisions - And it's true.

But god damn I'm sick of the panic attacks - And I did it to myself by taking an extra vyvanse.

I told her if I need to ever go to the hospital to not to take me there because it's just an anxiety thought where I'd go to the ER and feel safe because they'd check that there's nothing wrong with me - Also, being in the ER makes me feel insignificant to all of the people that actually need help and is very uncomfortable to me because they check all of my meds (Something that I can't really keep track of off the top of my head, etc)...