It's not that this kind of person thinks, the alcohol is changing their brain chemistry, often they don't think or care. That's why a person drinks in the first place, they don't want to think or care.

You don't deserve to experience this individual's drunkin craziness. Some individuals get real mean when they consume alcohol and they even physically abuse their wife and even their children.

There is NOTHING positive or healthy about this relationship for you, just miseray and agreeing to be a victim.