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Old Aug 24, 2020, 10:42 AM
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Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
Idk. He doesn't want to look bad I guess. That's why I'm gonna get a psychiatrist again.

I had a severe panic attack 2 hours ago. It faded with 4mg of alprazolam. I shouldn't have taken the extra Vyvanse - which is double the dose of a 5mg Dexedrine tablet that would last 4-6 hours instead of 9-10 hours.
Just calmly tell him what exactly what is happening to your mood in the afternoons almost every day. To your sick brain. We all know and none of us is the fracking pdoc. Calmly tell him prefrontal catecholamine help due to Vyvanse helps you greatly in staying out of suicidality and depresion tell him. Write it down if need be, so if he interrupts u, u do not lose your train of thought.

If he still refuses, find a new pdoc. I believe in you, Des. I believe u can take it bid without abusing it. Do not let him fack u up.

I know Adderall is widely available via other means. If he refusesto help u AND u cannot get a gd pdoc due to Canada's provider shortage, why no t get Adderall or Vyvanse from this other source annd add a second dose yourself.

When my pdoc started not helping w SI enough, I obtained an NMDA antagonist that works and saved my own freaking life.
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