There's no need for you to worry - Many people get agitated about "Oh fack I need to lose weight" or "My car payment is.. drafted?" - Idk about finance I'm a dependent adult.. You should put your frustrations into drawing! I wish I could draw..

If I had a desk, I'd draw for sure - Buy art supplies.. I remember drawing things in the house when I was 12.. I was realllyy talented at it.. Oh well...