That sucks. Do you ever try and psych yourself out or deny that it is happening until it gets too bad? I do that..

I'm here for you Newtus! Things are real.. I feel like my slight autism kinda infects this roll call with strange ideas (But I don't post them here often).. Just stuff that I'm interested in..

The thing with psychosis is that you deny that it is happening until someone says "K you're sick.. and you must take med".. But the meds are ok. For you, you like to achieve goals etc - Very good at avoiding some negative symptoms. For me, I manage to do basic things like shower, brush teeth etc idk how - But I don't question it.

Right now I have the weighted blanket on me and I'm drinking a second chamomile tea - Cuz I feel anxiety. I really wish I didn't - But it is the way it is. Things pass.. They always do. Medications work - Same with coping techniques.

My therapist phoned me today and told me about the "Mindshift" app. I'm gonna look it up right now - It's supposed to help with anxiety. So far, for me, my psychosis is under control so no "weird thoughts" as my old psychologist/psych nurse would say.

You'll be ok Newtus ^^