I feel really rubbish. Started with a new attatchment Psychoanalyst from UKCP. She is fabulous!

She is now on holiday till 7th September.

We've only had six sessions.

During our last session, I jumped, I freaked out a bit. I think I had a panic attack, or had a flashback or dissociated a bit. Was unable to speak to therapist for about to 15 minutes and was unable to respond to her questions.

I was fine and back to normal once she called to my senses but am now terrified she will abandon me or not be able to deal with me!

I asked therapist twice after I came round to not give up on me and she assured me she wouldn't. I asked therapist what if it happens again? She assured me if it happened again she would still be with me and it would be OK.

But I still think she might give up on me or have changed her mind by September 7th! Help! I'm scared.