I feel that I am not really here and not really helpful. Sorry folks, I have been fighting this thing with am I ill or am I faking and wanting attention? Then I get up for 10 minutes and get a drink and feel horrid so it answers my question. And the phones. Ringing every 5 minutes. My son is manic right now and a lot of financial stuff happening with him. Mostly he needs a safe place to live. So I try to be attentive to him but I feel like crap and I need to get work done because I am off next week. But I am ill. Still part of me thinks I am faking it. Big vent I know. I am sorry, I don't quite feel here and I hope I have not hurt anyone's feelings.