I feel kinda crappy today. I’m still kinda down in the dumps about therapy yesterday. Last night wasn’t great sleep wise. I don’t think sleeping with my headphones on is very good. Im trying just to have a productive day and keep my mind busy. I get my haircut at 2 and then AGT is on tonight and it should be pretty good. My family doesn’t realize that therapy is getting to me. I mean I think my mom knows that I’m not always happy after it but I don’t think she gets that I am really unhappy after most sessions. I just feel like my therapist doesn’t have the patience that she used to have with me. I honestly just feel like I was doing what she asked me to do and that she’s being kinda confusing and contradictory. I really do like her though.