neither one of those two appts were very helpful -> the one basically did nothing.

i was thinking to myself that maybe a new doc at a different place is what i need right now - you know, a fresh set of eyes, focused on what's happening now.

i had picked the facility and was ready to call yesterday, and then didn't. now today - i'm talking myself OUT of it. as in the, 'maybe it's not what you think' or 'things will go away on its own' or 'don't want to make any waves' or whatever. s**t man

that's just the anxiety & d talking, isn't it?? cuz some symptoms have been there for 1-3 months. so if nothing else, i should do the appt to be on the safe side, right?!
am i losing it?!?!