I haven’t felt depressed like this in awhile. I don’t have any SI though like I usually would and I don’t feel like I need to go to the hospital. I honestly don’t even know what I need and I can’t even tell exactly what is wrong. I think it has something to do with therapy. I got my haircut at a salon today which may have set me off. Maybe I’m just depressed for no reason. Melatonin does not interest me tonight for some reason even though it always does.