@Desoxyn it could be remeron withdrawal. I've been off it all week, i didn't do the 4 day half dosage, i just went off it completely and I haven't had any side effects--besides sleepless nights. I am on 10mgs of Ambien. Damn man, you know a lot of **** lol I was on remeron for quite some time, maybe that's the reason ambien is being so ineffective. How quick is it suppose to work? I took it at 11pm and was up until 2am--but every pasing hour I took more and more benadyl and an extra benzo just trying to fall asleep.

I was up so late last night that when I hope up this morning I started to slip in and out o cosciousness as I drove to work which is pretty typical.

I see my pdoc again on the 11th of september, so I might be able to get a higher dosage of ambien if that is the case but also talk to her about ketamine options.

The 2 ketamine options that I see ahead, the nasal spray (rip off) and the infusion (even more expensive!) are ****** options. It costs like $2 at the pharmacy, im hoping that she lets me somehow get it through that route but what are the chances honestly? I practically live with a nurse. Maybe that will help my argument. It's just not feasable to do infusions because insoruance, if I had it, doesn't cover it. So that would be $600 a WEEK out of my pocket. That's insane.