I'm 2 weeks normal, 2 weeks in dysphoric mania. Rinse, repeat. Sometimes a triggering event will shorten or heighten this. No sign of depression currently. Been this way for several months. Its a fast and short roller-coaster. I have a med appointment next Tuesday, and I'm going to ask for a rip and burn. Take me off everything at once, and put me on new doses. They usually put me in the hospital for this, but I can't go under current circumstances. I'm just going out of my mind.