I have a dead end job. I'm on medical advice from my psychiatrist limiting me to 4 days a week, and still sometimes I call in sick 1 day per week. My job is deeply unfulfilling and unpleasant. I have my writing, but sometimes that seems hopeless as well. At work I often spend extended periods of time doing very little. No one cares if I work hard or not. It's hard to describe exactly but when it's deeply unpleasant to work it becomes hard to physically move or think, which is what you would expect from depression generally. My employer is aware of my mental health concerns however, and they're generally tolerant and understanding. But I feel like I'm trapped in a meaningless job.