You need medical care for your physical needs, I just re read your first post. That worries me , how much weight did you lose? You don't have to answer that, but you've got a drawer full of pills that you know can only do so much..

dear Rose, I hope you can get a different psychiatrist ,
this one and that facility for care, makes sense to follow up on but he doesn't sound too good.
I wish I knew what to say. If you need to go inpatient they did say you can come back.

I would maybe go to ER from symptoms like the anemia, mouth sores and losing weight, you need more than that one you emailed. She's good to talk to, the pcp assistant? Can you call?or have to wait to mail them?