I've been feeling this a lot lately. To the point where I want to cry because I'm so angry and frustrated. The mania's been so rapid fire lately and I don't get a lot of break for clarity of thought. Even now, I have to read each sentence a few times before I move to the next and I'm not sure that spelling is correct. This morning I'm weepy about everything. I had to call the public courts to inquire about how to adopt my step-daughter and I'm pretty sure I forgot to ask 3 questions on a list that I wrote down because I just can't do anything right.

So yeah. I get you friend. It's just not easy at all. I hate feeling like a victim and don't want to play a victim from this disorder. But sometimes damnit I feel like I've been victimized when I can't function like a person. When I can't drive myself to get a haircut and have to ask my 20-year old son, or 16-year old daughter who has her learning permit.

Blegh.