Update:

My pdoc fit me in on her lunch break, bless her heart.

She put me on Zyprexa (on top of the Abilify, Lamictal, etc. I'm already taking). She said it's temporary to get me out of this horrific depression. I've also heard things and when I look at myself in the mirror, it's like it's not me, it's the scariest feeling. The last time that happened was when I was manic many years ago. But back then I thought I saw a monster.

The main side effect I feel is dizziness. I haven't felt anything else.