I get frustrated that my family has to worry continually about me. I know what that is like. I was on the other side of it with my mom. I give them every comfort possible by doing all I can to manage it, but I know the fear is still there. That makes me sad and angry at times.

I also have frustration that I cannot control my own mind. I have spent so much time learning ways to control emotion and thought spiritually. I know no matter what I've learned, there are some things I just cannot control.