I'm thinking (again) about ending therapy. But then I worry that if I am in crisis then I won't have anyone to turn to except for my pdoc and he's $200 per session. Bleh. But I'm not sure I'm getting that much out of it right now. It's hard to find a therapist though. Maybe I should hang on to her. Idk. I'm back and forth about it. Trying to not make any rash decisions.