I wish you could feel more positive too. Seems like the new med might not be better, it might take time to know. I think that's a good sign that you have a phone appt.

Try not to lose faith in the system, but even here my psych doc only cares mostly about what meds I need. Talk more than a few minutes doesn't help for myself, but I've been with him for more than 10 years.

I hope this appt. is going to get you somewhere.. mention how much weight you lost and the anemia... you need physical health to be better before anything else in my opinion.. Keep trusting your pcp... this seems like your best source for help. I will remember you tomorrow and wish you the best with your video call !!