Thank you everybody. The hugs and advice do a lot. I have never thought of the perfectionist part. I can be very self critical. It just gets so frustrating. I just hear these excuses so often it becomes defeating and discouraging. Right now, I am still unemployed even with applications in for the high school level jobs. I just wish sometimes that I could yell out loud "What to you want from us?" and actually get a definite answer. (sigh) Meanwhile, I will keep searching.