Okay, so I was raped when I was 17, and all this last week I've been having nightmares about it every night. I wake up so tired, and every time I think about it, I just feel so gross, so I go and take a shower. It's been really distracting on top of school and work, and I've been feeling so depressed. It's hard to get the motivation to do everything I need to do every day. Most of the time I feel like I should just drink heavily, so maybe I could stop caring so much, and maybe get some sleep. I haven't actually been drinking, I've just been thinking about it a lot. I just don't know what to do with myself!