I have been thinking a lot about a call I am meant to be having next thursday with a woman called rachel.

the only reason this is such a big thing to me: is the name rachel is linked to some trauma. I have emailed her and explained, and she says it's understandable, but still wants to have the call (and I suppose I should have it, it is to do with my care)

just a little anxious about talking to her, and not your standard phone anxiety (I have that too)