Yeah she knows a bit about the self harm i didn't elaborate. I'm all confused as to when I'm seeing my worker so just phoned up but no answer i left a note with the receptionist. I have it as Mon on my phone but Tues in my diary. Idiot.

I've been really unproductive today been up since 4am its now 12:30pm and I have lay on my sofa talking to guys and waiting for a delivery coming any time now.

I told my CPN yesterday as we were speaking that I felt like no i know that I am a super model. I believe I'm this being of sone sort especially when im chatting to the guys and girls. I think she thought I was weird