I am a 66 year-old female who is alone all of the time. My life was like this even pre-covid. My husband died 1-1-18. I had two friends but one walked away and the other did so 6 months after that. I have no friends. I tried making more but no one is interested. I don’t have any glaring personality traits ( ie talking non-stop, narcissism, etc) that would discourage someone from befriending me. No one calls. If I died in this house I literally would not be discovered until the smell overwhelmed the neighborhood. I have a son but he is schizophrenic and extremely difficult. I don’t know how much longer I can go on this way.