I dont really have an eating disorder as such, and its not really a problem... but recently when I am feeling crappy I have been purging...

I have done it a few times in the past, but more recently since I have stopped self injuring I have developed new ways of making myself feel good.

Also, I feel like my boyfriend deserves better... I see these gorgeous girls on tele and in magazines and stuff, with perfect bodies and I feel like I should be like that. He is truely great and I feel like he deserves the best... its then when I feel the need to purge.

The thing is though, Ive always had a relatively great figure (dispise the lack of boobs LOL) But now I have him, I want to be perfect because he deserves it.

Am I just being stupid??

thanks for listening, hope its not a waste of time,
babyg xxx