Echoes & Perna - thanks for your thoughts on my dream. Both interpretations seem possible to me. I did feel controled by my ex-H and have a strong tendency to want to control things in my life. Also, I'm finally to the point (recently gone back to T) that I'm beginning to recover from my divorce and i'm ready to think about living a little again. (note - I just thinking about going out and having fun, not actually doing it. LOL)

I'm going to try and not take the Ambien again tonight and see what happens. I fought the urge to take a nap today. I had even gone to yoga in the afternoon which sometimes relaxes me so much I come home and sleep, but I drank a bunch of diet coke and took a walk instead. Maybe that will help me be sleepy enough tonight to actually sleep.