I felt tired all day today. I didn't feel up to going to get my meds so i had them delivered and it went smoothly for once so i'm grateful for that.

The fatigue has me worried tho because i have an extra responsibility re my dog coming up on Monday. I have an area of the balcony set up for her to go potty and i keep it clean. But our balconies are being repaired and will be closed for two months. I'll have to take her out for potty all day. First thing in the morning will be a tremendous challenge as i feel stupefied by fatigue in the morning. I sure don't want to have to spring out of bed and immediately get dressed and traipse thru the building to take her outside. It takes me several tries over a few hours to get up. I'm really dreading it.

I went thru this last year (the repair was botched, that's why i'm facing it this year again). I was manic for most of it so it didn't bother me except towards the end when i'd crashed. I was hoping to be hypomanic by now to give me some juice. But i wasn't even up to watching TV today so i fear it will be a nightmare.

I tried to get her to go potty inside on a tinkle tray last year but she wouldn't. So that's not an option. My one close neighbor has to see to her own puppy and i don't trust anyone else with my dog.

It's going to be an ordeal.