I just wanted to update, bc things changed for me. After thinking forever, and also talking w/ someone I trust and look up to, about a week ago I made the decision to take peer specialist classes online. There's a certification process after you take all the core courses and pass their tests. I think my issue is confidence. Or, lack, rather.

Anyway I just wanted to update. This is not a greatly written post I feel, bc I'm writing kinda fast and have to go pack for moving atm. Maybe will write more later.