Hello ghost bird!
I want to say that you are valid and ARE SEEN. Right now, unfortunately, the people you are surrounded by are not showing you the love and the attentiveness you need to feel it.

If I may provide advice, YOU need to be seen by yourself! Don't allow others to shrowd your unique light out. If you have to listen to self affirmations an hour a day, DO IT. Becuase you need positive commentary to break up the negative emotions you are feeling about yourself. You have to first strengthen yourself and stop basing your emotions and worth by others.

Best of luck and I hope this helps.