More anxious than depressed today. I'm about to get ready to go to my niece's first birthday party. It's more of a get together because it's only a few people that were invited. I love my nieces. I am feeling nervous about what to wear, which seems silly. I am sorry to say that I have not been very good about doing laundry, so I don't have anything nice to wear. I don't know if anyone has a hard time doing laundry when depressed or maybe it's just me. Tomorrow I get to have my appointment with my therapist via video session. It's been a while. Sorry I'm all over the place.