Thanks RoxanneToto. Yeah its a lot on top of moving. Yeah I agree that sometimes we deal better than other times and its ok. Re the guy, I'd not say its a strong crush. I think I'm just very drawn to him but yeah, moving on from that.

I can relate to what you said about it being hard to step back from strong crushes. I feel I'm getting better at stepping back from a lot of things with good therapy. It can take time, the getting perspective, imo. I wanted to contact someone, a very strong crush actually, and decided not to, after getting perspective, space, and listening to myself, and talking it out w someone I trust.