Its the weirdest thing, my friend. She and I butted heads a bit. She thinks I might not have bipolar but I do. I won't be diagnosed by a therapist who had met me for three hours. But in the end, she said she conceded that she believed that I probably had bipolar and c-ptsd both. I need to learn more about the c-ptsd stuff. I've been through about big T trauma that would explain some stuff, but she things there's a lot of smaller stuff too. Stuff she claims is inflicted by my mother. Apparently I revealed this in wording of how I described my teenage years. I just feel like I betrayed my parents horribly.

Bleh.

Hope you are doing well after that 50 mile ride. I couldn't even drive 50 today lol.