I am sure that I am inferior to other people. It makes me so sad.
I don't want to exist, I wish I was never born.
I'm trying to be a better person, I'm working at improving all parts of myself - but there are people who are so much better than me with less effort. I wish I was one of them. It would have been so much better if I was one of them.
Everything points to me being a mistake. Why should I live if I'm a mistake?

I'm not even a mistake with a lot of potential, I'm a big mistake and all the things I do end up being big mistakes. I'm so miserable.