I did know for a long time the man that was saying he loved me was not in for commitment, used me and didn't show value of me I was told I had options to leave. I had to find my own way. He kept dangling a carrot in front of me and part of me wanted to believe he loved me and wanted better for me.

I've struggled for months with resentment and bitterness. He left me with no time to find a place. Just as I get a job the building I'm at denied me renting from them. I'm on disability and cant work all these hours .in pain I'm stressed to the point of not taking care of myself.

I know I have to forgive him but how? Knowing he lied so many times, saying he'd come back etc. Leaving me with costs I can't manage

I really resent him. I know I'm proud of all I've accomplished but how do you learn to forgive someone who said I love you then just a leaves you in a huge stressful mess