I lost my two 14 year old girls a few days ago. Getting up in the morning and remembering they aren’t here is so painful. I have peace knowing it was their time, I did not let them suffer and I always made sure they had lives full of love. They went together peacefully, touching their paws to each other. But now I feel heart broken and lost without them. I used to carry them around all the time. I miss holding them and hugging them. I have other dogs so I can’t take on anymore rescues right now. I’m tired from years of taking care of so many dogs and I feel guilty that I was so tired. I love my dogs so very much. I’ve been dealing with so much heartache this past year and this feels like more than I can bear.