Thank you, it really doesn't help though that I have been having family problems lately. I have been coming the realization that they are not healthy for me, yet took a vacation with them this weekend, make sense? Not to me either. I guess other than just that I am doing it to see my nephew. But other than that, I wouldn't have. I am also beginning to remember some not so great things about them too, and today was really bad. Alot of those old feelings returned after my mother was very rude and inconsiderate to me. But I guess I have to deal with it. I am a ways from home and so I can't exactly just leave. But at least I am going home tomorrow. Well anyway I will try to continue to check in. I am still just trying to keep going.