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i had a DID blackout and he had to be cared for by the staff in the museum where i took him, so know i have lost me visitation rights to me son as i cant afford to let it happen again he is only 6 and as never seen me like that before,

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> mellors,
Are you saying that you had a dissociative blackout episode while at the museum? You also say that your son has never seen you like that before........what are you referring to with 'that'?

I'm concerned about what medications you are on and what has been changed recently? You mention the doc is messing with your meds. That has got to be difficult to be living through.

Blacking out if it was due to meds needs immediate attention. If you are instead referring to a dissociative fugue or similar state then I also urge you to contact your therapist at once.

I'm very sorry about your housing situation and I hope the mother of your child has some sense about visitation rights.

My sympathies. Best wishes mellors. Twelve years of meds and feeling worse sounds very dreary indeed.