What do you mean it would be helpful if we could see what you look like? I meant if t could see me. They act as if I'm seriously underweight when I'm actually overweight. By bmi standards. Eating has become super uncomfortable but I'm still doing it. I swear they want me to keep this weight. It's so frustrating I have elevated cholesterol. So to me and pcp I need the weight gone but pdoc / t are like but you NEED these meds. So I feel they're purposely trying to keep my weight up. I mean I should be loosing but I'm not and i blame the meds. T wants me to get rid of the caffeine so maybe I can use that to replace soda with water.