I'm still having a hard time with this whole thing. Sometimes, I feel calm, but a lot of the time I feel anxious. I know I'm doing this to myself and maybe I've self-sabotaged by calling the leasing office too much? That's what I'm afraid of. Now I can't get my phone to charge either which is a side issue I know but its still important. What do I do with my day? Just sit here and stew? That can't be good. We got through a good portion of my closet getting it cleaned out. Doing more later today. But what's the point if I'm not moving anyway? Well, I signed a paper today that says I'm out on the first of October so there's that. So no matter what I won't be in this apartment. maybe I'll have to get a storage unit? I am just sitting here WILLing them to email me my information! Someone turn me off!!!!!!