Today I saw T and I asked him how you can tell if people really love you. He said, he would have to ask someone what they loved about him.

So, I asked him if he knew that I loved him for other reasons, and he just stared at me and said nothing. I thought he was going to ask me what my reasons were, but he didn't even acknowledge that I said it. Ashamed, confused, why did I have to say that I'm stuck an idiot. I think I made him feel sick or something. What can I do to not feel like such an unwanted monster.