How is your family "normal?" You said: </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
no one in my family has any psych issues but me, why do i have to be the black sheep? my family will never understand why i have 4+ pill bottles on my bed side table.
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> If they are not understanding, they aren't normal either

Maybe "usual" but not normal.
Where did you get the idea that needing medicine makes you a "black sheep?" (and muffy might have issues with that)
(((Halliebeth)))) Tell them to get over it. If you had a heart transplant, would they also chide you for taking so many meds for that???? No. This is their problem, imo, not yours. Now if we can get you to accept that this is the way it is for now, and if and when it can change, you will (I mean, if you begin to not need the meds, and yet still take them, THAT would be a problem right?)

Millions of people take meds for health.