Money was deposited into my bank account from Amazon so I curiously checked my reviews for my short story and low and behold, my friend's review from Mexico now shows up on the US Amazon site. That review is a few months old, but i was surprised it showed up after all of this time. That was a bit of a boost. =)

I've been googling dx's and started self dx'ing and that's never good. I have a lot to talk about with my therapist. Man it's dark, i don't even want to talk about it with my pdoc. It's a pretty big worry.

See my therapist on the 8th and pdoc on the 11th. I'm still not sleeping well even taking 11mgs of seroquel. I'm a wreck. I can suffer all the other withdrawal effects but not the sleeplessness one where I keep waking up at 4am and and can't fall back to sleep. Pray to god she prescribes me ketamine nasal spray.