@LostOnTheTrail I see T1 again the 14th.
@comrademoomoo thank you for a different perspective. Yes, I have strong radar for insincerity as well. Honestly, I had NO clue how right T1 was when he said our very first session that perhaps I don’t do well with women until I started with T2. Even with my second session with T2 going well she did, very gingerly, mention “you really don’t do well with women do you?” So she knows she is in a tough spot. I am not sure I am needing or wanting her to be a clone of T1. I think I, at least in this instance, want then not contradicting eachother. I feel like I am trying to practice things learned with T1 and getting punished for it.
And... with everything going on right now I am extremely volatile. In hind sight this might not have been the best time to bring someone new in... but we couldn’t see the future.