I’m tired. Of everything. Really am. I’m emotionally and mentally exhausted. I’m literally hand and foot waiting for everyone in order to do what I need/want to do in life and I’m just tired of it. I’m sick of waiting for actual change in my life. This is why I chose to goto uni and do philosophy. Nothing about me is where I’d like it to be. Like, I’m ****ing disabled mental health wise. No money. I’m not married. No children. I’m told what to do by ****ing everyone in my life. And it’s twisted me into a subservient, sensitive person. I’m scared of people. Going to uni and doing philosophy is literally my way of saying fck you to everyone. No I’m NOT doing business or accounting or whatever and idgaf! I know exactly where I want to go and be in life and I’m being held back by everyone. Everyone in IRL.