Being quiet is my nature and I’m also anxious to talk to others which doesn’t help. It would be helpful if I could wear an earpiece and someone could be giving me tips on what to say and how to say it, but then I’d likely come across as awkward since it would seem I’d look awkward. Maybe acting classes would help and I could fake my way through everything in life. Is that what it takes, I need to be a phony and a fake.

Sorry just venting, have always had pressure on me to be this and do that, and it is stressful sometimes.