Afraid to report but also afraid not to report. Can’t speak to this person directly - is it legal to disregard the law completely. This IS a safe neighbor hood but she doesn’t work here and she didn’t grow up here and i couldn’t be closer to home but still feel scared 😱. Can’t do what she asks, well she is not asking- and can’t read her mind. Whatever her intentions are - I feel threatened by her “investigations”. I don’t care who gave her permission to monitor me, what she is doing is harassment and possibly a form of voodoo. I know I have an unhealthy attachment to objects but I do see them as sacred in my own way - She doesn’t belong in my everyday affairs ! How do I make this stop?

I know what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger but I feel too much pressure to conform to her way- which I see as threatening and violent and to be honest, quite ignorant. I can’t blame her directly because everyone seems to be this way. I but honestly- doesn’t everyone already know that fighting fire with fire is the best and only way. I feel spent and the day hasn’t even begun yet. I’m thirsty but am afraid to use the bathroom. Ugh, I AM afraid of everything. Not sure what i’d do without my dog by my side and knowing no one could take her away from me. Very much wish to bring a puppy into our lives but this situation is too hostile. Not looking forward to tomorrow morning.