I took the Vyvanse at 11:20am yesterday morning so it caught me off guard when it wore off at 9pm before I went to bed last night - I started to get depersonalization and a song was stuck in my head really bad - It was like it was actually playing.

I took melatonin, atenolol, zopiclone and olanzepine which knocked me out - Struggled to get out of bed this morning but managed to drink a coffee and make it there by 9am. I've never been late once in the two months that I've worked there! I worked 5 hours today - It was the busiest I've ever seen it today.

I'll sleep in tomorrow until 11am and don't work until Friday. On Tuesday, I have an appointment with a new psychiatrist (The psychiatrist that I saw in the hospital was just an emergency psychiatrist). My mom is pissed because they can't just get me to see random psychiatrists all the time. I see my regular doctor on Wednesday to just check up and talk.

So far I'm doing good. I'm still taking my meds as prescribed and have been off of phenibut and alprazolam for a week.

I wrote down two things that I can do today - Which is learning about meditation and to read something.. Although I'm exhausted and worried that I'll get anxiety if I lie down because I've been standing up for so long.