I dont know where to put the best
Possibly 2008 or 2009 if i just knew how to manage things better
I was in my early twenties

Worst, ah
2004 (severe teen crisis that i think made me developped side disorders like a form of schizoid personality, dissociation along with visible depression), and possibly everything after 2015 because i lost a lot of people and job
Last two were really hard and almost surreal

I've been a messed up person
I regret it but can understand it just now